Miscalculations
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Failure. Acknowledged and corrected for, but the moment was past. He could do no more for the Empire now. He would return one day. That much was certain.
The Dark Council had sought to keep him incapacitated before his inevitable execution, and they had failed. They used physical and chemical restraints that Intelligence knew well, and he had been ready to break them. Before they realized the cell was empty, he had already comandeered a ship.
He had not sensed the danger. Perhaps it was the lingering effects of the drugs they had poured into him, or his own rumination on recent events. In any case, the ship suddenly lurched out of hyperspace with a scream of distorting metal, already falling into the grasp of a planetary gravity well, and the saboteur was revealed. The agent. He had no time to spare for them now, but his hate and respect for them burned ever deeper into his core.
The controls barely responded, even the Force itself would not heed his will to slow the ship. It burned through miles of sickly clouds, which suddenly parted to reveal a ruined landscape, growing ever closer.
There had been little more to do. He had aimed for the barren outskirts of a city, pulling the nose of the ship up to shed as much speed as he possibly could. It was still moving too fast to lower the landing skids. It would have to be crashed onto its hull directly. He was strapped into the crash webbing of the pilot's chair, ready for the impact.
Concerning himself with the practical aspects of survival seemed like such a betrayal of what he had sought to achieve. And yet, he did what was necessary. Now, to find out if he had succeeded.
The ship touched down hard, and he remembered very little of what happened next.
The Dark Council had sought to keep him incapacitated before his inevitable execution, and they had failed. They used physical and chemical restraints that Intelligence knew well, and he had been ready to break them. Before they realized the cell was empty, he had already comandeered a ship.
He had not sensed the danger. Perhaps it was the lingering effects of the drugs they had poured into him, or his own rumination on recent events. In any case, the ship suddenly lurched out of hyperspace with a scream of distorting metal, already falling into the grasp of a planetary gravity well, and the saboteur was revealed. The agent. He had no time to spare for them now, but his hate and respect for them burned ever deeper into his core.
The controls barely responded, even the Force itself would not heed his will to slow the ship. It burned through miles of sickly clouds, which suddenly parted to reveal a ruined landscape, growing ever closer.
There had been little more to do. He had aimed for the barren outskirts of a city, pulling the nose of the ship up to shed as much speed as he possibly could. It was still moving too fast to lower the landing skids. It would have to be crashed onto its hull directly. He was strapped into the crash webbing of the pilot's chair, ready for the impact.
Concerning himself with the practical aspects of survival seemed like such a betrayal of what he had sought to achieve. And yet, he did what was necessary. Now, to find out if he had succeeded.
The ship touched down hard, and he remembered very little of what happened next.
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Date: 2019-12-03 07:30 pm (UTC)Although perhaps this particular plan would be better off forgotten.
He'd caught on to Darth Jadus' plan, of course, but he hadn't had a method of stopping him at the time. So he'd followed. He'd snuck onto his ship. He'd tried to sabotage the ship before it could enter into hyperspace, but he'd been too slow, and now they were crashing somewhere he really didn't want to crash. At least, he assumed. He had no way of really knowing.
His plan had been to stay hidden, but it might have been lucky that that plan failed as well. He'd tumbled out of his hiding spot, fell sprawling on the floor behind Darth Jadus, and he'd felt the anger coming off the man. He'd waved hello. And then he'd pulled himself into the chair next to him, strapped himself in tight, and braced for the inevitable crash landing. It might be what had saved him.
Slowly, cautiously, Edwon got out of his chair. He couldn't sense anything much coming from Darth Jadus, and he wondered briefly if maybe he was finally dead... Before he realized that he couldn't sense anything much coming from anywhere else, either. He could barely sense the ship itself. He must have hit his head pretty hard, although it didn't hurt as much as it should, in that case. Shock, probably. He felt his way forward, trying to find the exit, unable to really navigate much... He thought he could sense it, but it felt distant.
When Jadus came to, he was back in that same chair again, trying to get the comms to work with no luck. He tossed over a medpac, as a sort of peace offering.
"So you didn't die after all. I wasn't sure."
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Date: 2019-12-03 08:29 pm (UTC)He did not open his eyes. His heart slowed, breathing slower, turning inward to seek out injuries and repair them with hatred and loathing of imperfection.
He could feel them. But he could not fix them.
A too-deep breath threatened to make him cough, and he clamped down on the spasm, letting out only a quiet, strangled gasp as pain flared in his side. The Force did not heed him. The drugs could not have caused this. He had been slowly returning to his full faculties before the crash.
There were noises beside him. He opened his eyes, though he knew who he would see. The agent. Foolish. Nothing that he had hoped to achieve would succeed here.
He disengaged the crash webbing, just as a medpac landed in his lap.
Hm.
"Death has no hold on me." But life, horrible, disgusting life still did. He had a bruised or broken rib. There were deep bruises buried within muscle, that would leave him weakened if he could not heal them As much as he wanted to ignore the medpac, he needed it.
"Nor does the Dark Council, or the Empire. Which do you serve now, Agent?"
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Date: 2019-12-04 05:39 am (UTC)Though focusing on Darth Jadus was never a pleasant experience. At least now he was only a dim dark glow in an otherwise darkened room, drawing his attention but not causing any real discomfort at the same time. He was, in fact, the only thing in this room Edwon could properly make out, so it was a little bit reassuring, almost. Maybe his concussion wasn't going to blind him after all.
"Well, I never served death. What a waste," he said, shrugging. His tone implied this might as well be any casual conversation. "Or the Dark Council, though you Sith do seem to believe everyone serves you first."
He was still lumping Jadus in with the rest of the Dark Council. This probably wasn't the time to antagonize.
"I serve Imperial Intelligence. Although until I get off this planet, I'm not sure how relevant that is. And that's even assuming I'm not electrocuted by you within the next few minutes."
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Date: 2019-12-04 01:05 pm (UTC)But in a sense, he was right to link him to the Council. "They will not see you as an asset. You stood against me, and in so doing illustrated the threat you pose to them. This will not be tolerated." Perhaps they had already enacted some plan to undermine him. "Intelligence no longer benefits from my protection, and my daughter will only continue to cause more chaos until she is deposed." In thwarting him, they had all failed.
He opened the medpac, taking out an injector of kolto and inspecting it. "But until I leave this planet, we will have a truce."
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Date: 2019-12-04 01:40 pm (UTC)Still. Something to keep in mind.
And a truce was a relief. Being electrocuted hadn't been especially fun the first time, even if it had been worth it, and he wasn't in a rush to repeat the experience. "Getting off this planet will certainly be easier if we're not working against each other. How are your injuries?"
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Date: 2019-12-04 07:26 pm (UTC)On the subject of his injuries, there was nothing he could say. "They are trivial." He pressed the injector to the thick cloth of his robes, first in small measures to calm bleeding muscles, then a large dose to the screaming pain in his side. The injector emptied its contents into his flesh, a wave of cold and pressure seeping into him. Painful, but it numbed the wound almost immediately, leaving only the rush behind. He tried to draw it in, but the Force slipped through his grasp again, leaving him shaking just slightly.
This was intolerable. "Take what supplies you need. We shall leave soon."
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Date: 2019-12-04 07:57 pm (UTC)Although right now that's harder. Darth Jadus mentions leaving, and Edwon hesitates, just for a moment, just long enough for it to be noticeable. "I have a few more medpacs, should we need them. And... Have you seen my blaster?" It's on the floor behind them, in plain sight for anyone with sight. "That's about it. It's your ship, so I'm not sure what supplies you have. Food would be a good idea."
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Date: 2019-12-04 08:15 pm (UTC)But in some way, this might be a satisfying revenge. When the agent realized his error, he would be painfully forced to acknowledge that he had been right.
He stood from the pilot's chair, onto deck plating split and warped by the force of the crash. But despite the debris, the blaster on the floor was clearly visible. The Force was failing the Agent as well, then. But how much could he truly see? "It is there." He set off through the ship, searching for supplies without another word or gesture.
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Date: 2019-12-04 08:31 pm (UTC)He waited for Darth Jadus to walk away before getting out of his own chair. There was no way around it, then... He dropped down onto his knees, feeling the floor in front of him, brushing away debris. He crawled forward, trying to focus his senses on the room, clear his mind to create an image of his surroundings. It formed, and then faded, leaving behind a blurry and confusing outline, the chairs melting impossibly into the walls.
His fingers brushed something familiar, and he picked up his blaster, strapping it onto his back again.
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Date: 2019-12-05 12:41 am (UTC)He had never seen this ship before he used it to escape, but Imperial designs were all similar enough. He pushed his way through the larger debris to the supplies, still locked in closed cabinets. The doors were warped and the hinges resisted, forcing him to wrench them open by hand.
It reminded him again how *limited* this planet made him. And yet, better to focus on these trivial hardships for now than to become distracted by the horror he might feel, should he think on this powerlessness and blindness for too long.
Blind or not, the agent would be able to find him by sound alone. It would be a test to see whether he would adapt.
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Date: 2019-12-05 12:56 am (UTC)Once he was close enough to them, he could almost make out the walls of the ship. If he thought about it too hard, they’d fade away, but if he trusted his instincts then he knew where they were. He wondered if size had anything to do with it, or just his familiarity with the layout from past experience.
He stopped, still a short distance away from Darth Jadus. “I’m ready. Did you find anything useful?”
He should probably mention that he’s blind, but he was pretty sure it was obvious by now.
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Date: 2019-12-05 01:38 am (UTC)The fact that the miraluka had been able to find him without needing to pause to listen made it clear enough: blind to the material world he might be, but he could still see life. That meant he could reach the Force as well, if he found the way.
Still, his careful steps had made it clear that this alone would not be enough. They would waste time if he were allowed to feel his own way. "You will require guidance."
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Date: 2019-12-05 08:32 am (UTC)But he could at least guess why Darth Jadus' image had seemed to change, based on what he'd said. He held out his hands, and waited for him to give him the supplies since he didn't trust himself to grab for them, before strapping those onto his back next to his blaster.
"I think I can manage not to walk into anything big," he said, though he wasn't actually sure. "And I at least know where you are, though you're more of a blob than a person. No offence."
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Date: 2019-12-06 01:41 pm (UTC)"Then we will leave the ship." The only ones who might stage a rescue at this juncture were the agent's co-conspirators. Remaining with the ship held no advantage to him. "The planet shows signs of catastrophic bombardment, but we are on the outskirts of a city. Its wreckage may prove useful."
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Date: 2019-12-06 02:14 pm (UTC)He wasn't happy about needing the Sith, either, but there was no getting around that now. "Lead the way." He waves a hand, in the direction he knows the door is, but only from past experience. He'll walk close by, definitely closer than he'd normally be comfortable with. "We need either a ship, or a functioning comm relay. Hopefully they weren't too thorough when they bombed this place."
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Date: 2019-12-07 03:57 pm (UTC)As was a thin column of smoke, too far away to have been caused by the crash. "This planet is still inhabited." Trapped on an isolated world among the memories of their destruction, the natives might have acquired some of the same character as those he had selected to survive the Dominator. But without the Force to bring them under control, they would be nothing more than an obstacle.
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Date: 2019-12-07 04:07 pm (UTC)"If it's inhabited, they'll have resources for us to use." Acquiring them might not be easy, but he always found a way. He could ask, or he could steal. "They'll have seen the crash, though, so they'll probably come here soon to investigate."
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Date: 2019-12-07 04:44 pm (UTC)"And the resources we carry will be valuable to them as well." Some might certainly be willing to kill for it. Instinctively he reached out, seeking the Dark that would undoubtedly reside on a planet so scarred by war.
He was met with so much nothing that it pulled a quiet gasp from his lungs. No life, no death, nothing but the alien, impossible twisting that felt like he might lose his body within it if he strayed too far.
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Date: 2019-12-07 05:07 pm (UTC)Too slowly, though. He was several steps behind when he heard Darth Jadus gasp, the sound further away than he would have expected. "Did you see something?"
Edwon hurried forward, hoping that since the other man had already walked there, that meant there wasn't anything to trip over. He was managing surprisingly well so far, giving him enough confidence to speed up a little more, hoping to catch up properly.
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Date: 2019-12-07 05:39 pm (UTC)Admitting this frailty was unacceptable. He was not finite here. It would be overcome. The Force was not lost to him, no matter how unnatural it felt. He simply needed to find the way to make it his again.
He walked on without another word.
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Date: 2019-12-07 05:58 pm (UTC)He crashed straight into something solid.
For a second he was disoriented again, but he could feel that something in his mind, like a jolt down through his spine. Darth Jadus, a hint of his usually overpowering presence finally seeping through. Edwon tensed, but he'd already grabbed onto his robes in an effort to keep himself from falling, and there was no coming back from this.
"That was unintentional." And that was a poor apology. He let go. "I thought you were further ahead. Apologies, My Lord."
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Date: 2019-12-07 07:00 pm (UTC)It had been the smallest, briefest spark of the Force's power. Still distant, still twisted, but it was there.
He took the agent by the wrist, and the sensation flared again. "Until you adapt, you will accept guidance." There was no negotiating this. He needed the contact.
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Date: 2019-12-08 03:11 am (UTC)"At least take my shoulder. I don't want to be dragged around by my arm," he said. If Darth Jadus wanted to guide him, that would be more efficient, anyway. Though why he wanted to guide him was a mystery. Most Sith would just leave him behind if he was useless, abandon anyone who might hold them back. He must have a plan.
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Date: 2019-12-15 07:08 pm (UTC)Yes. There was a connection. A link to the Force, through the agent's loathing. It was almost insubstantial, fading as soon as he let go to set his hand on the agent's shoulder. But it was there.
He didn't bother to speak again, simply guiding the man onward. His hands seemed massive compared to the agent's small frame, and it did what was required: he could steer the man, and catch him when he stumbled.
He fell into an uneasy false-trance as he began to talk again, dragging his mind down and away from its normal state. He did not reach out with the Force, and the anger from this discomfort was not woven into power. He would remain within himself, guiding them over the broken terrain.
And he observed the agent's mind. He could only sense a few fitful wisps of thought, but it felt more real than the rest of the planet around them.
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Date: 2019-12-15 09:45 pm (UTC)So it was uncomfortable. And that touch made his skin feel like it was crawling. He rolled his shoulder, and then focused on breathing instead, on clearing his head, on letting the surroundings paint themselves into his head. He picked up something tall over to his right, only to stumble on something small a moment later. Having Darth Jadus catch him was embarrassing, too.
It didn't change Edwon's determination, though. He'd make the best of this situation, and he wouldn't allow himself to be useless. He'd come out on top. Those thoughts were the strongest ones, besides the hatred he'd always felt for the Darth Jadus, for all Sith. And he had a tried and true method for achieving that goal, which was information.
"You're awfully quiet. That's unlike you." He tilted his head up towards him, even though in realty his senses were still focused on their surroundings. "Describe the planet, I'd like to know what we're working with. I feel dirt, but I sense... rock? Is there plant life?"
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Date: 2019-12-17 03:17 pm (UTC)But eventually, he responded. "Little of it." Or it seemed to be. Gnarled and bare, and neither life nor death could be felt from any of it.
"The war they fought has left the atmosphere thick with dust. This place was warmer, once. Life here was not prepared for the sudden shift. The plants are dead and the soil stripped along with them." It was the skeleton of a world.
"This happened to worlds heavily bombarded in the last war, and it will happen again. With the Dark Council as it stands, the next war will come soon."
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Date: 2019-12-17 04:17 pm (UTC)And most likely not friendly to outsiders, which would be a problem. But it was a problem for later.
"They're maintaining the truce so far." Mostly. He'd seen enough tension on enough planets, Balmorra especially. "What makes you think there'll be war?"
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Date: 2019-12-17 05:06 pm (UTC)It was disappointing, how an agent could have been so pivotal in events that he still did not understand. "There have always been those who resented the truce, both Empire and Republic. They wanted to topple the galaxy into an age of pointless destruction." The Dark Council contained several, pitted against those that preferred the Cold War. It was why his false death had been so effective at unbalancing them all.
"Intelligence helped to maintain the balance, and I protected it from Sith who desired war. My daughter commands it now, but she does not control it. It will continue to weaken and fracture as others claw their desires from it. The Dark Council will devour her, and war will come. The archives alone contain everything they need to unleash it."
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Date: 2019-12-17 05:22 pm (UTC)"So if you hadn't gone all out with that plan of us, you'd be able to maintain the truce for longer. Is that what you're saying?" A little too challenging perhaps, but the point was to keep him talking. "Not that your solution was a peaceful one, either."
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Date: 2019-12-17 06:23 pm (UTC)"You believe you are drawing new information from me, agent, but you have simply failed to listen." He had revealed his intentions in the Artus System, when he had still thought the agent might understand. He had been wrong.
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Date: 2019-12-18 10:00 am (UTC)"I listened. Rebuilding the empire, spreading fear and degradation, equality for all under your new rule. Your goal might have been some sort of peace, but your methods were the opposite. And your plan was a bad one."
He knew talking like this was risky, but he also just didn't care. Darth Jadus should be used to that from him by now. "I'll repeat myself, since you won't: You could have maintained the truce for longer, but I don't think that's what you really cared about. If it was, you would have chosen a different strategy." He paused, tilted his head. "Or maybe you were just overconfident."
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Date: 2019-12-18 07:34 pm (UTC)He had planned carefully, but at a crucial moment, it had proved insufficient. This he knew, and he accounted for. But it did not mean that the agent had been more prepared, or that their thinking was correct. "I set the board, but you made the move. All that happens from now on is of your making, agent."
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Date: 2019-12-18 08:05 pm (UTC)But first things first: He had to get off this planet. Then he had to get away from Darth Jadus. Then he had to rid himself of this brainwashing. Then he could worry about whatever Darth Jadus was implying, because it was becoming obvious he wouldn't get a straight answer out of him.
"Can you see a sun?" Might as well change the subject. "Keep track of it, if you can, because if it's as dry and barren as you said, then it will get cold here at night."
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Date: 2019-12-19 04:42 pm (UTC)That had been a key part of his own mistake--to be drawn again to the individual level. It had made him vulnerable, still made him vulnerable. Poison still lurked in his body, bringing weakness and pain. He had only just begun to destroy it during his flight from Dromund Kaas, before the agent had complicated matters again.
But with regards to the cold? "You will feel it." He would barely notice. Though his robes still bore a few thin cuts over hastily repaired flesh, the loss of heat was minimal.
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Date: 2019-12-20 06:38 am (UTC)With his job, the idea of being careful was a bit of a joke. Besides, he wouldn't enjoy it even if was the sensible thing to do. He needed a good thrill every now and again.
Though talking to Jadus was becoming less and less of one. "No, I won't. Because I have no intention of freezing to death. We're going to find shelter before then."
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Date: 2020-01-03 04:17 pm (UTC)He would not respond to that.
"Then you will have to walk faster." He kept his grip on the agent, face turned to the horizon. "There are structures in the distance." And there was still the matter of the column of smoke he'd seen off in the distance. Someone was here, and they would see the ship, and their tracks.
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Date: 2020-02-09 09:45 pm (UTC)Because he couldn't see, couldn't navigate, and could easily fall or twist his ankle. He had no choice right now but to trust Darth Jadus to lead him away from anything he could trip over, or to warn him if there was anything in his path. If they sped up, even a slight change in elevation could be enough to make him trip. He stubbornly kept the same pace.
"Describe it to me, once we're closer. We have to figure out what we're dealing with, so we can plan how best to approach this."
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Date: 2020-05-19 09:47 pm (UTC)"Likely a former civilian compound. five buildings on a plot of eighty meters. The largest is forty by ten, and two stories. It is the only one with a flat roof. Small windows, all but two appear barricaded." He doubted there were snipers within. One could have already taken a shot at this range. And the unbarricaded windows either indicated the area was abandoned, or made to appear as such.
Some minutes later, he spoke again. "Old tracks leading to the compound. Your footing will be surer on the path." Too indistinct to make out individual footprints--it was only visible in the groove that feet had been worn into the dirt. At this distance, it was easier to see something else, closer to the compound walls.
"Bodies have been dismembered and left at the perimeter. They are not fresh." Either a warning to avoid the area, or a statement of power over the lives of others.
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Date: 2020-05-19 11:40 pm (UTC)Ideally, they wouldn't have to fight, but the locals had no reason to be friendly to outsiders, and, judging by those bodies, weren't very friendly to locals, either. He tilted his head, tried to listen for any sounds that might indicate other people, but for now it was quiet. It could be abandoned, or they could be walking into an ambush.
"If they give us a chance to talk, let me handle it." He didn't trust Darth Jadus in the slightest. "I doubt they will, but it's always worth it to try."
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Date: 2021-03-31 03:27 pm (UTC)But had the assaults on this place killed its inhabitants? Were the bodies at the walls all that was left? Every time he instinctively reached out to the world around him, the twisting emptiness tried to rush in. His mind retreated to a safer harbor, the one blot of emotion and life he could clearly distinguish: the agent.
"Stop right there!" A voice called out as they drew level with the old corpses. Speaking Basic, with an unlacable accent.
"Identify yourself!" There were quiet hissings of other voices behind it, but he could not yet see where any of them were.